ugh im kind of bummed out
i spent so much time hating my job the past 2 out of 5 years. wasted so much time not making the most of it in the beginning, not taking advantage of being fresh talent, not being open, not asking for more things to be involved in when i was bored. which kind of makes me feel like i need to cut out some of my retard internetting (like kr
or ONTD while at work)
its just feels like a 50/50 loss
i expected to feel liberated (and i should, i am ) but i kind of feel like a failure to the core and ive been on the wrong path. and i dont know what to do next.