and not get more mental than you already are?

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No tongue, my lipstick!

stop talking about me!

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yes.

different pills work differently for different people though.

too many "different"s in that sentence.

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Why do we even have that lever?

Yes as there are loads of different pills using different oestrogens and different progesterones. Make a note of the ones you have already tried that made you mental and discuss with your GP which ones they would then recommend. Try low dose ones and remember that some adjustment will occur in the first three months, so try and stick with a pill for at least that amount of time (unless its making you suicidal or something) because a lot of the teething problems will disappear. And if you are paranoid about the pill making you crazy, you will probably psychosomatically make yourself a bit crazy when you first start it.

I feel less mental than when I wasn't on it.

Buttt, maybe that's a sign that I'm even more crazy.

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So I'm watching as his wings spread as wide as could be
Come on now and wrap them around me