my druggist has been telling me that i "make my own pain" so i can get painkillers. his sister was a pill addict.

he really cares, and hates to give me vicodin. he asked me today about my life, how i got started on pills, & said my pain is psycosymatic.

i feel like i was hit by a truck, & took 40mgs of valium, it sort of helps. what other painkillers are good?

psychosomatic
addict insane

that word made me think of prodigy

opiates
it just sucks that they get you strung out

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That's the whole trouble. You can't ever find a place that's nice and peaceful, because there isn't any. You may think there is, but once you get there, when you're not looking, somebody'll sneak up and write "Fuck you" right under your nose.” - J. D. Salinger

a spiritual being having a human experience

i take opiates no longer than a week, then switch to a non-narcotic pain reliever.

because you run out or do you have the self-control?

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That's the whole trouble. You can't ever find a place that's nice and peaceful, because there isn't any. You may think there is, but once you get there, when you're not looking, somebody'll sneak up and write "Fuck you" right under your nose.” - J. D. Salinger

a spiritual being having a human experience

The word pyschosymatic reminds me of that avalanches song.