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Old 05-01-2006, 07:43 PM
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these old scars

these scars are superficial
they'll heal
hopefully
and when the new cuts come
i hope they'll be deeper
i know they'll be sweeter
if i never heal from you
it won't hurt
love shall pour
like blood from a fresh wound
and i'll bleed for you until it kills me
and i die from it
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these scars are superficial
they'll heal
hopefully
and when the new cuts come
i hope they'll be deeper
i know they'll be sweeter
if i never heal from you
it won't hurt
love shall pour
like blood from a fresh wound
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and i die from it
aw, now tell me the good part. tell me why love is worth all this pain.
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aw, now tell me the good part. tell me why love is worth all this pain.
because when it isn't shit, it's really fucking nice
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because when it isn't shit, it's really fucking nice
Are you saying when you just write about good stuff it comes out too nice?
It's scarry to put yourself out there...You talk about happy and someone comes and pees on it. (sometiems thats funny)


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or you mean love in general?
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i mean love in general

you know it's going to hurt and feel like shit at the end, because... relationships end, they pretty much all do. but it's worth it if you get to feel love properly.

this one is quite old, i forgot about it. i wrote it because i was letting go of all my old shit and issues and allowing myself to fall in love. which is scary. but i feel good about it still, a month later. so. basically, it's about letting go and just feeling the massive love
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because when it isn't shit, it's really fucking nice
well, write the poem about nice then.

put it right next to the poem thats not nice and see what happens.

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i mean love in general

you know it's going to hurt and feel like shit at the end, because... relationships end, they pretty much all do. but it's worth it if you get to feel love properly.

this one is quite old, i forgot about it. i wrote it because i was letting go of all my old shit and issues and allowing myself to fall in love. which is scary. but i feel good about it still, a month later. so. basically, it's about letting go and just feeling the massive love
emotional pain is such a mystery because it's not like other pain but it hurts.
it seems kinda like madness. And i keep wanting that? that's just insipid. But what else can you do. The good parts are so good but the bad is just devestating..usually the equal opposite reaction.
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that is nice

'sweeter' 'deeper' 'won't hurt'

when i say i hope i never heal from you, i'm saying i hope i stay in love with you forever, that this never stops.


i'm coming from a very negative place when it comes to love and sex. i've had terrible, terrifying experiences and last year was the most difficult of my life.

that poem is positive, that's why i'm so happy with it.
it's taken a lot for me to get here
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that is nice

'sweeter' 'deeper' 'won't hurt'

when i say i hope i never heal from you, i'm saying i hope i stay in love with you forever, that this never stops.


i'm coming from a very negative place when it comes to love and sex. i've had terrible, terrifying experiences and last year was the most difficult of my life.

that poem is positive, that's why i'm so happy with it.
it's taken a lot for me to get here
well, to me i guess 'won't hurt' kinda makes me think it's going to hurt. I think i'm in slightly too deep.
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your lover should definately want to make you live. That's why i was a little confused. i see your message, though. an infinity of pain is still not enough to give up...Actually, considering that girls leave me from just a stupid sentence or remark, what you're saying is beautiful.
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well that won't hurt doesn't refer to the inevitable break up, that's sort of... it isn't going to hurt now. ie this is a positive realtionship and he's a good man and falling in love is going to be pleasant, because it isn't always.
if you love a bastard. which i don't
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your lover should definately want to make you live. That's why i was a little confused. i see your message, though. an infinity of pain is still not enough to give up...Actually, considering that girls leave me from just a stupid sentence or remark, what you're saying is beautiful.
well it's a good bleeding though, the blood is a metaphor for love, for opening up. this is how other love hurt me, and this isn't hurting and that i'm happy to bleed/love. you know?
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well that won't hurt doesn't refer to the inevitable break up, that's sort of... it isn't going to hurt now. ie this is a positive realtionship and he's a good man and falling in love is going to be pleasant, because it isn't always.
if you love a bastard. which i don't
girls can hurt. And i can whine about that forever, believe me.

but girls are so damn girl. There's no replacement.

I'm stupid for wanting to cuddle with her...I think she sees it as weekness.
a guy protects himself by just fucking because all that other stuff dont exist.
And i'm the only sucker haunted by it.
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you aren't though, and you need to find someone who wants the same thing as you.
i know girls who hate cuddling and soppy romantic shit.
everybody hurts, lol
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